Recent Twitter Rant 5/22/12

heads up to all you FOLLOWERS my upcoming tweets are all about my dad and how i hate my life/family.so don’t take anything personal.thanks<3

yesterday my dad yelled at me for having bad grades. called me names i thought he never would. also gonna kick me out of the house if i have

1F on my report card in 2 weeks >.< the day before that he told me i’m lazy and selfish. and that i need to take responisbilty and help out

around the house because i don’t do shit. i let that go, but after yesterday’s conversation. i officially HATE HIM.

especially because he told me i should be taking “special ed” classes. and he called me a phony and a crybaby. i’m sensitive

I am no phony.

he basically took a big shit on my day yesterday and added 30more days to my punishment and wants nothing to do with me

today i come home and he tries to act all nice and i ignore him. he gets pissed off and i explained why, told him i don’t want to be “phony”

explained to him how he scares me. he hurt my feelings yesterday in ways he could not imagine. i’m hurt and upset and i would appreciate it

if he gave me time to myslef bc i don’t want to talk to him like everything is DANDY when i am really upset on the inside. He’s the PHONYone

so then my dad tells me ” I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS, YOUR THE ONE FUCKING UP IN SCHOOL, THAT HURTS MY FEELINGS… “

”.. AND YOU DON’T EVEN FUCKING APOLOGIZE. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? YOU JUST DON’T CARE DO YOU?…”

and i’m just sitting there ofcourse, talking all his shit.. he continues to go on and talk his shit about me then he says “do you want me to

“do you want me to ignore you then? fine. fuck you” and walks out of my room~

he ignored me for a good two hours. then i grabbed my stuff because i couldn’t be there anymore and when i was about to walk to the library

he told me to get in the car. he told me that he doesnt care how bad i want counceling, he isn’t gonna let me do it bc he doesnt want drama

& he told me he tried to get ahold of my school counc.who deals w/my grades.said he wants to help bc he loves me and isn’t giving up on me

vvv PURE BULLSHIT vvv

after all the names he called me yesterday he expects me to believe he cares about me? FUCK OFF.

he’s so fucking contradicting. esp bc he didn’t even APOLOGIZE for what he called me and telling me he doesnt give a fuck about my feelings

he kept telling me “I LOVE YOU MIJA.. i know i’m not your favorite person in the world right now, but that’s your problem” -_____-t

EVERY TIME MY DAD TELLS ME HE LOVES ME, I JUST WANT TO PUNCH HIM IN THE FUCKING FACE.say it because you mean it.not bc i hate you right now

and then he tells me that i need to learn how to stop crying everytime he talks to me and i’m just like i’m sensitive and he’s like “i know”

he was like “i can’t even jjoke around with you without you getting butt hurt” and i was like that’s not true.. when we joke around you say

that i take things too far. so i stopped joking with you. now i take your jokes personally? and i told him how i can never do anything right

and that i will never be good enough for him. and he says ” I’m sorry you feel that way..”

In my dad’s eyes, me and him are cool now. he thinks i’m better too now that we talked things out. truth is i still hate him temporarily

</3 when my dad says i don’t do shit. what haven’t i done? i even lie to social workers for him. i’ve always defended him to the fullest

when is he ever gonna see that? when is he ever gonna realize how much respect i have for him?

I’m never gonna look at my dad the same way again regarless of how much he has done for me these past 11 yrs

maybe i will someday. that will be the day he actually has something NICE and meaningful to say about me when people ask. untill then…

i THINK i’m OFFICIALLY done with my I HATE MY LIFE/DAD sorry guise c: if any of you care just read my profile from bottom to top

I REALLY HATE BEING IN TWITTER JAIL! I COULD BE TWEETING MY BUTT OFF RIGHT NOW -.-

LOL my boyfriend knows! he was like we haven’t done anything in 2 MONTHS

gotta love that kid~
#greatMindsThinkAlike

Haven’t had sex in EXACTLY 2 months >.<

maybe that’s why i’ve been so cranky?

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